Hello

Who I Am

My name is Marta. I am a Soul Embodiment Guide who helps sensitive, overwhelmed, or transition‑weary individuals remove interference, reconnect to their inner spark, and rise into a more stable, soul‑anchored version of themselves.

My work blends trauma‑informed clarity with symbolic intelligence, deep listening, and a lifetime of lived initiation.

My Path

My path has always been one of healing, consciousness, and transformation. For more than two decades, I’ve explored how humans grow, break, repair, and reorient — not only through the mind, but through the body, the emotions, the symbolic layers, and the deeper currents of meaning that shape a life.

I’ve studied and practiced:

hypnosis and hypnotherapy
trauma‑informed coaching
somatic relaxation and nervous‑system regulation
kinesiology
symbolic and archetypal work
integrative personal development
shamanic and esoteric traditions
Waldorf pedagogy and child development
Creative multisensory teaching/conscious communication

But more than anything, my path has been shaped by lived experience — the kind that breaks you open, forces you inward, and eventually reveals the flame beneath the ashes.

Lived Initiation: The Importance of Soul Embodiment- Soul Oriented Consciousness

One of the most defining initiations of my life was an eighteen‑month immersion supporting someone living with profound trauma and fragmentation. This encounter arrived in the midst of deep personal grief, carrying symbolic echoes and uncanny parallels that made it clear the soul was orchestrating a continuity of lessons. It was not a professional role — it was a human one — and it revealed, with absolute clarity, what happens when the ego is shaped entirely by trauma, conditioning, and external control.

When the soul’s presence is obscured, the psyche becomes a closed loop: survival identities take over, energy collapses inward, and life becomes a self‑perpetuating prison. Without soul consciousness, there is no sovereignty — only exhaustion, confusion, and the slow erosion of one’s divine spark knowingness, dramatically reducing the ignition of what I call the flame which creates the conditions for soul embodiment.

This experience taught me more about trauma, dissociation, addiction cycles, multigenerational patterns, and systemic failure than any training ever could. But it also taught me something deeper: soul embodiment is not a concept — it is THE axis of healing, clarity, and freedom.

It showed me how fractured ego states affect everyone around them — draining vitality, disrupting coherence, and pulling others into the gravity of unprocessed pain. This world is run by this phenomena, let that sink in to fully grasp the importance of Soul conscious, or as Rudolf Steiner called it the Age of Consciousness Soul.

This period became a mirror for my own unresolved trauma and ancestral patterns. It clarified the roles I had learned to play, the limits of what one person can hold, and the necessity of boundaries rooted in soul alignment.

Most of all, it taught me that transformation begins when we turn inward, like the caterpillar entering the chrysalis, surrendering to the truth that we are, and have always been, souls in the process of becoming.

The Meaning of Faemist

Faemist is the name that came to me as a symbol of my work.

It carries the echo of famous — not in the sense of visibility, but in the sense of being fully seen by oneself.

It also evokes the mist — the threshold between confusion and clarity, the place where transformation begins. In myth, the mist is where the guide appears: the wise one, the fairy godmother, the Lady of the Lake who reveals the sword when the moment is right.

My work follows the same principle. I don’t tell people who to become. I help them move through the fog of old patterns, dissolve interference, and reconnect with the truth already inside them.

Faemist is the journey from spark → to flame → to embodiment.

My Approach: The Five‑Layer Transformation Method

True transformation happens when we work with all layers of human experience. My method integrates five essential dimensions:

1 — Physical (Regulation)

Calming the nervous system and reconnecting to the body’s signals.

2 — Emotional (Interference Patterns)

Identifying and dissolving emotional imprints that block clarity.

3 — Mental (Reorientation)

Transforming limiting beliefs and creating inner coherence.

4 — Mythic / Symbolic (Archetypal Intelligence)

Exploring personal narratives, symbols, and deeper meaning.

5— Spiritual/Purpose(Spark→Flame→Embodiment)

Reconnecting to intuition, inner guidance, and soul direction.

This integrative approach creates the conditions for deep, sustainable change.

My Bio and My "Medecine Bag" of wounded healer energy and alchemized life experience

The below info should give you a good idea about who I am and my educational background. Please also checkout the blogs which will fill-in some details bit by bit.

BIO:

Diplomas Certificates Trainings

BA French Davidson Collge 1991

Steiner Teacher Training Certificates/Master of Science in Education (Pedagogy Steiner) 2000.

Where are the Parents” (Certificate Attendance) White Plains, NY

The Responsive Classroom, Northeast Foundation for Children

Parents, Teachers, Children Together (CA Nov 1998)

Working from the Heart (CA Nov 17-19 2000)

Infant Toddler Conference, (CA 2001)

Understanding Infants/Toddlers putting love into deeds through respectful care

Childhood At Risk: Childhood in the New Millenium perceiving and meeting needs of Today’s Children

Exploring New Direction of Our Work the Bodily care of the young child

Bradley Method Childbirth Preparation (Chestnutridge, NY)

Birthing and Belly Dancing

Brain Gym/ Kinesiology (Pau, France 2005-2006)

Doula Training by Michel Odent (Toulouse, France)

Findhorn Floral Essences (summer 2007, Colmar, France)

Sacred Geometry and Esoteric Spirituality (gerometry) (South West/East, France)

Shamanic Tantrism (Jean-Michel Rioux, Var, France)

Edible Plants

Belly Dance Trainings (multiple teachers, 6 years)

Chindai- Values- Movement based on French approach (Toulouse, 2013?)

Non Violent communication-Confronting Disempowerment (2013-2014, Rodez, France)

Four Winds Light Body School Shamanic Energy Medecine Course (Jan-July 2019) Certified

Certified International NLP Professional Coach (Fall 2019)

Certified Therapeutic Art Life Coach (Dec 2019)

Certified: Soul Mediumship Akashic Records (April 2020)

Certificate of Completion: Fairies, Light Sources Training (May 2020)

Certificate of Training: Magic Energies of Nature Reiki (May 2020)

Certificate of Completion: Reparent your Inner Child (December 2020)

Certificate of Completion: Writing your Masterpiece (Fiction, Memoir, and Novel Writing) (April 2021)

Certificate of Completion: Soul Contract within The Akashic Records (June 2021)

Astrobutterfly.com Relationship Astrology non-certified course completed (May 2021)

Astrobutterfly.com Chiron your deepest wound your greatest gift non-certified completed (May 2021)

Certifate of Completion Signs of Trafficking Course, Operation Underground Railroad. July 24 2021.

Certificate of Completion, Breaking Free from Addictions, Daily OM, October 29, 2021

Certified Transformation Coach, Udemy, December 17, 2021

Certificate of Participation - Workshop on Shamanic work with children (January 2022)

International Authority for Professional Coaching & Mentoring Certified Expert Coach (April 2024)

Certification Complete Hypnotherapy and Hypnosis Diploma (January 2026)

Certification Trauma Healing Practitioner (2026)

Certification Addiction Psychology (2026)

Singer:

Lead, Jamais the Same, Clermont Ferrand (1994-95)

Backup singer, Wheelings, Toulouse, (2010-2012)

Backup singer, Paint it Blues, Toulouse (2011-2013)

Lead, unnamed band, 6 months, Toulouse (spring 2014)

Lead, The Six Toys, Toulouse, (2014-2019)

Poet Lyricist, (1992- present) see my work on:

https://songbay.co/portfolio/64441/

Self-Study and Influences:

Astrology, Numerology, Shamanism, Meyer Briggs, Tarot, Love Cards, Destiny Cards, Soul Types, Soul Wounds, Catharism, Goddess/Divine feminine, Twin flame, conscious conception, EFT, Healing Trauma, Narcissistic Manipulaters, Gardening, Oponopono, Violet Flame, Starseeds,

Christed energy, Mary Magdelene, non-violent communication, kinesiology, brains gym, consciousness levels map.

Matt Kahn, Teal Swan, David Hawkins, Eckhart Tolle, Joe Dispensa, Steiner, Alberto Villado, Debbi Ford, Aaron Abke, Reiki Rachel, Thich Nat Hahn, Krishnamurtie, Steve Noble, Kerry K

A Wounded Healers Medicine Bag:

My Life experiences that you may relate to:

Emotionally, absent, explosively violent, "Gemini" Father, who's a son of an alcoholic, abusive father.

Over-controlling “Leo” mother, daughter of alcoholic, who had an emotionally distant Father.

Sibling rivalry, labelled jealous of my sister who was born when I was 20 months.

Began babysitting at age 10, love babies and pregnant women.

Protested aerial spraying in 7th grade at a Town Hall Meeting.

Creative, hyperactive, over-achiever with no confidence in herself but dared anyway.

Worked as candy striper in ICU because I thought I wanted to be a doctor.

Class President 4 years in a row learned skills that I still use today.

Volunteered and Worked with Kids in Crisis.

Experienced emotional, physical and sexual abuse.

Went to a Highly competitive college.

Team Sports (NCAA, Division 1) Sports injuries/traumas.

Knowledge of date rape and suicide

Major clinical Depression- afraid of getting diseases

Went to an art school, studied film, psychology, acting.

Love Affaires with married men. Lesbian experience. Confronted the Taboo.

Work in film and Video in NY and LA. Worked with famous people.

Wanted to work with Madonna, dream accomplished.

Dancer/Singer/Performer/ Public Speaker.

Wrote poems, songs, kept journals.

Worked as a nude modal in a French art school.

Attempted homebirth in Water turned emergency c-section.

Size greater than dates, suspected twins, turned lack of H2O in amniotic sack, turned provoked suction birth, preemie at 36weeks.

Attempted natural birth, turn forceps, turn baby in distress, convulsing transfer to ICU, reanimation.

Uprooting, immigration to a foreign country, opposite journey of my ancestors

Learned another language and culture, double national.

Bought a fixer upper and lived on a worksite with young children

Married someone like my father, emotionally broken, absent, poor communicator, unimplicated parent.

Rejected by my mother for making choices she did not agree with, conditional love.

Writing lyrics, and producing a song

Hosted a “walk-in”, twin soul walk in

Led parent-baby/parent-child groups in US and France

Produced, wrote, directed a Samhain/Halloween Twilight Walk in a French Village.

Had several spiritual experiences, awakenings, out of body, lucid dreams

Relationships with a narcissist manipulator/pathological liar/alcoholic

Separated- Returned- then had another baby with husband, thinking a separation helped….

Divorced in France, took 4 years,

Divorce lawyers

Sang in 5 bands in France.

Single Parented my 3 kids and became primary financial supporter of my kids.

Mother tried to “legally” steal my daughter, betrayed by daughter, rejected by family of origin, cut off, rejected, gaslit…

Burnout; overload, psychological overload,

Discrimination by employer,

Harassment in workplace, and in a band.

Lawsuit labour Law

Ex husband never increasing alimony, physically abused my daughter.

Lawsuit Family Affairs Judge

Mechanic broke my car-Insurance lawsuit.

Quite familiar with the Legal System in France.

Soul wound: Theme of injustice reveals itself quite clearly, as well as rejection, betrayal

Sensation of Living someone else’s life

Healed Skin cancer naturally, confronted other diseases.

Aware of several past lives, because they revealed themselves.......

Natural Law, Common Law and French Law vs THE SYSTEM - human rights defender, sovereign, living woman

Contact

I'm always looking for new and exciting opportunities. Let's connect.

mistifae@gmail.com or martabukowski729@gmail.com

33 6 83 64 62 02 outside France 06 83 64 62 02 in France